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This is tape #2602 recorded by Jan Cox November 8, 2000
Notes by CF
Begin: As the news tonight I have several quotations…..
“Still another man refers to the desire to awaken as an inability to keep from wanting to dance with yourself.”
…. There is one more quote:
“One man finally asks this…What if men are neurons way of finding out what thoughts are.”
06:30 I am still of the opinion, as vehemently as all of you people’s mind will deny what I am saying, that not one of you, it’s not an attack, it is an encouragement…something for you to do….that not one of you have the full monty view of what your thoughts do and how they are connected to a mass collection of thoughts, the collective mind of man, if you will. And that……everyone’s thoughts, you cannot get them disconnected and what we call being asleep everyone else does it purposively.
07:40 You only have two choices under all ordinary conditions…. That you found..how to turn the key and shut your thoughts off…..its either that they are going to keep running after something….
09:30 My current Mt Everest….maybe one of you will scale it…I do not know if any of you are down to seeing what thoughts are about…To see that they are tied to passing cars, that it is a dog that cannot help itself… and it looks for things to do. Thoughts are absolutely…(like)… It is like a dog that cannot be still. It will chase something and if it can not find something to chase it will chase itself. It chases it’s tail.
10:18 Thoughts are all of one kind…It is not the content. The… proper thing to look at is the delivery system.It is thoughts having to…Look at it yourself. They are driven to chase something.
14:00 There is no difference in you wanting to talk to someone than picking up a romance novel….radio…TV…..It is all the same thing…I am talking about the real radical level. I do not know how else to refine it. Once you see it it is refreshing…..Once you see it head on….You will not be able to persist for any length of time in the delusions of thoughts…..That thoughts cause themselves…
15:08 There is only one thought at all..worthy of an alert man chasing…And that would be the one, that when he goes after it, it is going to run him out over a cliff before he knows it…Down to his destruction….Like the coyote that runs too far off the cliff……….UT OH…….That is a THOUGHT worthy of chasing.
17:21 I will read the revised fact I mentioned several days ago.
Fact: Men are made to see a “me” as their overseer of things when in truth there is an overseer that over sees their” me.”
18:25 I , intentionally…have often tried to make the idea….of how non metaphysical to see what waking up is….. All waking up is is to see what is going on…..
19:02 But there is something else. It is a trick, a highly agreeable trick….It is so much fun I ration myself…
21:08 You remember when I use to talk about “neuralizing.” To remember something without thinking about it or to be conscious of something without thinking about it It is like that. It is the reality of “neuralizing” except in this case I find it singular because it is something that requires effort. I am not sure if it could ever be thought about. And it fits….Here is the basis of it…..That there is in each human something driving you existence. In times past it was called spirit….I do not like to call it anything…It is not your thoughts…If your thoughts are chasing my words and I say “your thoughts are not you”… It does not fly…will not dance…Your thoughts resist.
The best you can do is “neuralize” it. The best you can do is “let it flow through.”
26:16 I have got to ask you to “consider” again, ask yourself over a period of time….The only thing that says “you” is thinking and your thinking is not “you.” Also notice how “ephermeral” it is. Your thoughts will not walk around thinking about this on their own volition. It is almost impossible to “remember” it. It stops thought from it’s normal operation.You have made the dog sit down.The dog does not want to sit down….It is not its nature. It will only be still when thinking “thoughts are not me”…..But notice how long you can hold it….for as long as you can hold your breath?……
30:03 There is something that is not your thoughts driving you….(It is not a theory……I am just presenting it to you the best way I can in words..).and it is not what is going on in your head….
31:30 Here…is…. my latest Everest.
33:00 Do not get tangled up in me describing myself as “I.” “I” am not the point. “I” know unconditionally, that what goes on in my head and everyone else’s head is not what is driving me and everyone else. What “I” want to be able to do…..attempting to do….. with some feeling, is that “I” will be able to look out at life(using a bit of theatrics, but “I” am doing the best that “I” can) ….Just look out, the people in the street, in the store,….people…(not a forest or a meadow) doing ordinary things and I look and what I know is true. That I will be able to look out and suddenly see, the reality, physically, the reality of the fact that although everyone I am looking at, (They believe that what is going on in their head is what is driving their life, what is controlling their life…) that I will be able to “see’ the reality of “what it is” driving their life “simultaneously” with what I can see “now.”… That they believe “what is going on in their head.”….
35:00 I can bring it own for a split second then it is gone.
38:00 I can get a previsual…. The only question is whether one creature with thoughts in it’s brain can see this about the other creatures with thoughts in their brains. This to me is the final challenge, the final frontier..going where no thoughts can never go…I can personally set my nervous system on fire of me knowing it is right there in front of me….This to me is the final wall….And it may not be possible. ..Maybe thoughts have to annihilate themselves to see this…But you still need thoughts available to comprehend what you saw……
40:00 A lion turns around and sees a tiger, elephant,….etc. walk by….and sees what I am talking about…sort of… It sees what is driving life but it does not mean anything because it does not have a juxtaposition. The lion sees half of what I am talking about. It sees what is driving life. It sees what is driving the elephant. ..Which is the same thing driving you and me. But their is a difference….In you and me it drives something additional, it drives thought….You have to be able to see that(the lion’s half) “simultaneously” with seeing thought….I can almost bring it on…
42:00 I turm my head sideways and look out at the street and start to do this. ….I can almost make life pulsate for a second…Sometimes I think, I can almost push it and make it come into focus…I know it is there, without any doubt…the spookiness does not spook me….This is to me , the nitty gritty…. I stumbled on it….Probably boredom…I am not sure it can be done…I do not know anything more profitable…
45:00 Driving home tonight, just ask yourself…find your own way…and I hate to put it into words…(your just driving along and your thoughts are chasing whoever they are..) …. and you suddenly ask yourself…You and You.. Who is this driving this car…? That is close to what I am talking about…..That is how I got into this…I looked out and asked who is driving all of this?
47:00 The thing driving life is always on duty. The thing driving you is always on duty. If you are normal your thinking does not interfere…as to cause you harm. The times you almost had a wreck, the ordinary will say I got distracted. This is there name for being asleep. Of course, it is my name for it often times.
50:00 At the moment you say “who is this driving this car?” There is an awareness that something in me which I have no thoughtful knowledge…yet it is me…I know it is there and what I am thinking is not it….That is an additional thrill. You can know you do not know something. It is one of the greatest discoveries…for people like us…
52:00 It is the feeling, you know, there is something driving your car and it is not your thoughts. I know it is there and I can look around and make life put out these extraordinary pulses of life…I know the full vision of human life, that if I can look at it correctly I would see the reality of everyone…driving the car…doing brain surgery… etc. That I would physically see the reality of what was driving each person “simultaneously” with seeing what I already know and can see. “The thoughts in their head that imagines that it is driving them. But I would see it both at one time. But the part drivng life “the little flash” I have never actually seen it.
54:00 It is other reality. There is literally activity going on beyond our eyes. That explains awakening….
55:00 What is life about? I’ll tell you….What’s it look like it’s about?..That is what it is about……. Remember when you are your thoughts, your thoughts are you…Which is okay for thoughts.”…It is about what is going on “plus” your thoughts saying it is about “this and that”. But what I am saying is that life is a little bit past what life is saying what it is. There is something other worldly going on. See what is really going on at the same time everyone imagines what is really going on Not in you but to see it in life simultaneously.
57:00 I hope you can use this…..
58:00 Every approach could be put into this (mindfulness, self remembering, meditation)
1.00 You get good at this…you can see all six billion people…Trust me it is there…. One final thing since I may never talk about this again. Let me repeat the one fact. Men are made to see a me as their overseer of things; while in truth, there is an overseer that over sees their me thing….There is something real going on but to say simply “I”m asleep.”… You still believe that there is a me in you that over sees things.
1:04 There is an overseer over seeing the me thing and that is what I encourage you to look for and encourage you to join in…Look out and find the sheer faced mountain, wherein, I say is the reflection of the overseer that is over seeing the me thing in everybody.
1:05 I could be wrong…..
COPYRIGHT 2000: JAN COX 2082-1
ONE MAN SAYS: “HAD NOT MY MIND ALWAYS BEEN SO ACTIVE & JUMPY), I WOULD NOT BE AS AWAKE AS I AM TODAY — BUT ALSO,
HAD NOT IT BEEN SO ACTIVE & JUMPY, I WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN AS ASLEEP AS I WAS,
ONE MAN’S APPROACH IS: “IGNORE THE CONTENT — STUDY THE DELIVERY SYSTEM.”
MEN ARE MADE TO SEE A “ME” AS THEIR OVERSEER OF THINGS
WHILE IN TRUTH THERE IS AN OVERSEER THAT OVERSEES THEIR “ME” THING.
ONE MAN REFERS TO THE “DESIRE TO AWAKEN’ AS:
THE INABILITY TO KEEP FROM WANTING TO DANCE WITH YOURSELF.”
AND ANOTHER MAN NOTES: “As WEIRD AS THIS SOUNDS TO EVEN ME, IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE Peaked A PLACE IN MY TRYING-TO-AWAKEN WHEREIN I HAVE NO MENTAL INTEREST EXCEPT IN THINGS THAT I KNOW WILL OUT-ME-TO-SLEEP.”
AND FINALLY ONE MAN ASKS THIS: “WHAT IF MEN ARE NEURONS WAY OF FINDING OUT WHAT THOUGHTS ARE?!”