“Self-diagnosis” of no Value if It’s of the Wrong Self
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#1488 – 09/15/1995
Notes by TK
The living-for-others of charity was originally a method for one who understood Life’s needs, but for him it was a way to escape his ordinary unprofitable living space, to be vigilant.
The News
95093-1
ONE MAN HAD TWO PLACES OF RESIDENCY.’
AND HAD CONCLUDED THAT HE SPENT AN INORDINATE,UNPROFITABLE AMOUNT OF TIME to– IN ONE OF THEM AT THE EXPENSE OF THE OTHER.
HE HELD THIS BELIEF FOR A NUMBER OF YEARS, ONLY TO ULTIMATELY SUSPECT THAT HE MAY HAVE HAD IT BACKWARDS.
THE “LIVE AND LEARN” ADAGE IS TO NO ADVANTAGE
IF YOU NEITHER LIVE, NOR LIVE TO LEARN.
95093-2
‘ A TRUE MYTHICAL WARRIOR CONFRONTS A FOE WHO,
(AFTER ORIGINALLY SIGHTED),
/41.- BEGINS A PROCESS OF EXPANSION WHICH,
(IF HE’S PURSUED LONG ENOUGH),
CULMINATES IN HIM REACHING A STATE OF SUPREME SHRINKAGE.
WHAT MANNER OF OPPONENT IS IT THAT CAN EXPAND AND CONTRACT TO
ACCOMMODATE ALL POSSIBLE CONFIGURATIONS OF ITSELF – OTHER THAN LIFE ITSELF!?
95093-3
WHEN HE HEARD IT SAID THAT:
“THERE’S A WHOLE BIG OLE WORLD OUT THERE THAT YOU’VE NEVER SEEN.”, ONE MAN MUSED:
“YEAH, AND I NEVER WILL IF I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT.”
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THE ORDINARY HEAR THE SOUND OF A GUN SHOT NOT AS A GUN SHOT BUT AS NIHILISM,
AND THE SOUND OF A COIN AS GOOD FORTUNE, NOT AS THE SOUND OF A COIN.
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…IS IT ANY WONDER THAT THE THIRD ORDER OF REALITY NORMALLY GOES UNHEARD!?
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95093-5
YOu CAN ALWAYS BE MORE “THERE” THAN YOU ARE.
WERE THIS NOT SO,
ALL ACTIVITY SUCH AS THIS WOULD BE AN EXTREME EXAMPLE OF FUTILITY OF EFFORT.
95093-6
T^ COMPENSATE FOR NOT GOING ANY WHERE, ONE GUY THOUGHT ABOUT IT A LOT.
WHAT WAS THAT GUY’S NAME? (YOU DON’T REALLY WANT TO KNOW).
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95093-7
SPECULATIVE FORECASTERS MAY GET AN ARTICLE PUBLISHED) BUT THEY NEVER COMPREHEND THE FUTURE.
95093-8
ON ONE WORLD THE CREATURES WERE INFLAMED TO THINK PASSIONATELY AND VIGOROUSLY FOR TEN YEARS — AND THEN TO LAY OFF FOR THE NEXT FIFTY, AND THEN TRY AND PICK IT BACK UP AGAIN,
THEN ON ANOTHER WORLD WAS A SIMILAR SITUATION YET – DIFFERENT,
95093-9
THERE WAS ONCE TWO SISTER PLANETS,
AND ON THE FIRST, THEY PRODUCED ALL STORIES AND MYTHS,
“.”- WHILE THE SECOND PROVIDED ALL THE MORALS AND CONCLUSIONS THERETO.
THERE WERE, ON THESE TWO WORLDS, SMALL NUMBERS OF INHABITANTS WHO
PRAYED FOR A METEORITE TO COME AND DESTROY THEIR HOME AND THUS SET THEM FREE.
95093-19
AMONG THE MYSTICS —
A LIFE DEVOTED TO THE HELPING OF OTHERS WAS ORIGINALLY FOR THE PURPOSE OF DRIVING ONE FROM A TOO MUCH LIVING IN ONE’S MIND,
FOR THE FEW,
“CHARITY BEGINS AT HOME.” ONLY WHEN ONE LEAVES HOME.
95093-11
As HE CLEANED THE KNIGHT’S STABLE, TO HIMSELF SO SAID HIS SQUIRE:
“Tis HELL TO BE WEAK AND KNOW NOT WHY,”,
— WHILE OUTSIDE, AS HE MOUNTED HIS STEED, so REFLECTED THE TEMPLAR HIMSELF:
“‘TIS HELL TO BE WEAK AND KNOW IT —
YET MOST WORTHY, I FIND,
THE CLEAVING TO MY ORDER, WITHOUT WHICH
MY CONDITION I WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN,”
A MYTHICAL WARRIOR WITHOUT GOOD WILL
WILL NOT SOON ENOUGH, GET HIMSELF KILLED,
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ONE MAN’S MAN’S REJOINDER TO HIMSELF WAS: “YOU THINK TOO MUCH.”)
BUT WAS UNCLEAR AS TO WHETHER HE REFEREED TO THE ACTUAL QUANTITY OF WHAT HE THOUGHT,
OR TO THE FACT THAT HE THOUGHT AT ALL (P!).
„,AND ON TOP OF THAT WAS UNCERTAIN AS TO THE FUNCTION SIGNIFICANCE OF EITHER ONE/ SHOULD IT BE TRUE.
95093-12
THE SERPENTINE ALTERNATIVE
YOU CAN CLASP A VIPER TO YOUR FOREHEAD, OR IMPOSE IT ON THE LANDSCAPE.
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95093-13
THE QUESTION OF THE MYSTICAL AGES:
HOW CAN YOU EVER GET OFF A TRAIN IF YOU NEVER KNOW THAT YOU’RE ON ONE!?
HOW CAN YOU EVER GET BETTER IF YOU NEVER KNOW THAT YOU’RE WELL NOW!? – AND:
HOW CAN YOU EVER GROW & EXPAND IF YOU NEVER HAVE A CORRECT KNOWLEDGE OF YOUR PRESENT SIZE & CONDITION!?
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“SELF-DIAGNOSIS” IS OF NO VALUE IF YOU’VE DIAGNOSED THE WRONG SELF.
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95093-14
WATCHING SPORTS IS TO EXERCISE AS LISTENING TO OTHERS IS TO THINKING.
95093-15
THE ORIGINAL KING ARTHUR HAD THREE ARMIES OF KNIGHTS: THE FIRST WOULD RIDE OFF AND ACT;
THE SECOND SEEMED IN CHARGE OF PLANNING THE ACTS, WHILE ABOUT THE THIRD, NOTHING IS PUBLICLY KNOWN.
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WHILE ON A CAROUSEL, YOU CAN MAKE NO DECISIONS —
OH/ YOU CAN DECIDE TO GET OFF, OR TO STAY ON,
EVEN DECIDE TO POSTPONE ANY SUCH DECISION,
BUT THESE ARE NOT REAL DECISIONS INTHAT THEY PRESAGE NO UPCOMING ACTIONS
POSSIBLE ON A WHIRLY GIG.
As HE PREPARED TO BOARD THE RIDE OF HIS MIND, HE REQUESTED: “ONE TICKET PLEASE.”,
ONLY TO RECEIVE THE REPLY: “THAT WON’T BE NECESSARY.”
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95093-17
ANOTHER IN OUR SERIES OF: “You HAVE To KNOW THE SECRET”: (THIS TIME AS A POEM):
You CAN LOOK UP CLOSE, OR You CAN LOOK FAR AWAY, BUT
You CAN’T DO BOTH UNLESS YOU TRY REAL HARD.
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95093-18
AN EXPOSITION OF THE DICTUM:
“You LIVE – THEN YOU DIE: ANYTHING ELSE IS JUST YOU THINKING ABOUT IT,”:
To WIT:
You EAT — THEN YOU GET FULL: You THINK ABOUT IT, AND THAT’S CALLED, “DINNING”
NUMBER Two:
You SCREW – THEN YOU’RE THROUGH: You THINK ABOUT IT AND THAT’S CALLED,”ROMANCE”
ANOTHER:
YOU’RE SICK — THEN YOU GET WELL :YOU THINK ABOUT IT AND THAT’S CALLED,
“GETTING SOME WHERE IN LIFE.” – BUT DON’T FORGET THE MOTHER PARADIGM:
“You LIVE – THEN YOU DIE: ALL THE REST IS JUST YOU THINKING ABOUT IT,
C.S.D.T.S.B.I.A.R.D.F.T.F,: COULD SOUND DEPRESSING To SOME,
BUT IS A REVELATIONARY DELIGHT FOR THE FEW.
OF POTENTIAL ALERTNESS) THE NUMBER IS UP TO THREE: OF THE BODY, OF THE MIND, AND THAT WHICH CAN OVERSEE THE TWO.
95093-20
THE NEVER ENDING DANCE OF: TALKING, LISTENING,
LISTENING, TALKING,
TALKING, LISTENING,
LISTENING, TALKING, AND SO ON,
IS A PRIMARY SOCIAL ADHESIVE IN THE MENTAL LIFE OF MAN.
95093-21
THE MISSING PART OF ALL MYTHICAL TALES IS THAT WHICH TELLS HOW
THE KNIGHTS INITIALLY RIDE OFF IN ALL POSSIBLE DIRECTIONS/
IN SEARCH OF INNUMERABLE TREASURES/
PREPARED TO COMBAT COUNTLESS FOES/
ONLY TO ULTIMATELY FIND THEIR ADVENTURE NARROWED CONSIDERABLY.
…(I SAY/ “CONSIDERABLY” IN THE STRONGEST POSSIBLE TERMS OF UNDERSTATEMENT.)
A MYSTIC WITH MUCH ON HIS MIND IS NOT MUCH OF A MYSTIC,
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95093-23
EVEN AT THE ROUTINE LEVEL, ARE THERE TWO KINDS OF THINKING!?:
THINKING, AND NOT-THINKING THINKING,
,., As WHEN ONE MAN CONDEMNS ANOTHER’S INEFFECTUAL MENTAL EXERTION WITH THE WORDS:
“YOU’RE NOT THINKING!”, WHEN THE CONDEMNED IS UNDOUBTEDLY ENGAGED IN
SOME SORT OF NEURAL ACTIVITY.
SO – WHAT IS THAT SECOND TYPE OF NON-THINKING THINKING ALL ABOUT!?!
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….AND NOW THIS:
THINKING CAN BE FUN — BUT SO CAN UNADORNED CONSCIOUSNESS,
THINKING CAN BE FUN — BUT SO CAN NON THINKING — WHEN IT IS WILLFUL,
95093-24
THE ABRUPT, THE BRUTAL, THE PLAIN-AND-OBVIOUS ARE ALL THE SAME TO THE KEEN OF EYE.
(P.S.: THEY’RE ALSO TORMENT AND INSPIRATION, TO THAT SAME FEW.)
95093-25
MORE MEDIEVAL DEFINITIONS BROUGHT UP To DATE,(FOR FORWARD LOOKING KNIGHTS):
THOUGHT: UNNECESSARY CODPIECES FOR THE MIND.
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THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE DID HIS ELDERS ADVISE:
“BE SURE AND WEAR SOME PROTECTION WHEN YOU ‘GO OUT’!” —
AND ONLY LATER ON DID HE LEARN WHAT IT MEANT TO,
Go OUT OF HIMSELF IN SUCH A WAY THAT NO PROTECTION WAS POSSIBLE — NOR WANTED.
THE TRUE MENTAL WARRIOR IS HE WITH NOTHING LEFT TO DEFEND.
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ONE DAY,
AMIDST HIS ROUTINE, NON-STOP MARATHON THINKING, -..” A MAN SAID TO HIMSELF: “GIVE IT A REST!”,
AND IMMEDIATELY WONDERED: “How?”
95093-,7
THERE ARE TWO THINGS FROM WHICH A MYSTIC KNIGHT CAN NEVER RUN —- AND THEY’RE BOTH WITHIN HIM,
ONE IS THE THING ITSELF,
THE OTHER, THE CONSTANT AWARENESS OF THE THING.
…,(THERE IS YET A THIRD THING HAVING TO DO WITH ABANDONMENT], BUT WE’LL SAVE THAT FOR ANOTHER DAY,)
95093-21
TO AN ALERT MAN, HIS BEST IDEAS ARE ALWAYS YET TO BE THOUGHT, AND HIS BEST ONES OF THE PAST, OF LIMITED VALUE.
95093-29
IN ONE UNPUBLISHED VERSION OF THE LEGEND,
—– THE GREATEST KNIGHT OF THEM ALL WAS: SIR SHUT UP.,
….WHILE IN AN EVEN MORE UNPUBLISHED ONE
THE GRANDEST OF THE GALLANT ONES WAS THE WARRIOR KNOWN AS: HE. WHO No LONGER THINKS ABOUT IT MUCH,
95093-3Q
THERE WAS ONCE A CHIVALROUS ORDER WHOSE HERALDRY CONTAINED THE PRONOUNCEMENT
-“NO MATTER HOW HIGH You Go, THE GOOD KNIGHT IS ALWAYS WITHIN SIGHT OF HIS OWN Ass HOLE.,,,(APPEARING OF’COURSE, ON LIFE’S BEHALF & IN ITS STEAD,)”
95093-30C3)
A MAN WITH NOTHING LEFT TO HIDE CAN AFFORD TO LIVE ALONE.
LIVE!(THAT
THE COLLECTIVE DIE AS A GROUP WHILE
THE FEW PERSIST IN THEIR JOURNEY AS THOUGH SOLE SURVIVORS BE.
95093-31
ONE MAN WORE GLASSES Until HE RUINED HIS EYES,
WHILE HIS BROTHER THOUGHT THOUGHTS until HE RENDERED HIS MIND IRREDEEMABLE,
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THE CONTINUING, SUPREME THEOLOGICAL INQUIRY:
WHERE WILL YOU BE WHEN THE MESSIAH RETURNS — AND HE TURNS OUT TO BE YOU!?
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95093-32
A WARRIOR WHO LIVES TOO MUCH IN HIS HEAD MAY THE CHANCE MISS, TO FIND HIMSELF DEAD.
TAKE HEED, CRAVE KNIGHT,
SUCH FATE FALLS NOT ON YOU.
WHAT WATCHWORD FOR THE MYSTIC, THE WARRIOR,
THE PURSUER OF ALL THINGS WONDROUS, CAN THERE GREATER BE THAN: ALERTNESS! — AN ALERTNESS NOT CONFINED TO A SINGLE SECTOR OF THY KINGDOM.
VIGILANCE^ BRAVE KNIGHTS — A TOTAL ALERTNESS, ABOVE ALL.
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