Re Talk: 282
To facilitate the kind of growth that might be hiding behind the conception of one’s “pretend self” — to increase the willful consumption of E — you must personally strive for your own lateral expansion. This is done by widening the net of your own perception in everyday affairs, everywhere. This expansion can be done through such things as Not Staring and Continually Casing The Joint. You will pull in more and more of what would seem to be the 3-D irrelevant and turn it into useful fuel.
At the ordinary level you apparently only deal with C and D; living your life either in the world of action or the world of thinking of action; dealing with only two types of energy, two directions of the wind flow. Everyone believes, “I know, more or less, where we are going,” and you do not, because the only course that the internal, wired-up compass runs is somewhere between C and D. You can go nowhere else. JC talk 127